New Start..New Beginning

Ive been thinking.

I cant keep going acting like this

Acting like i dont care.

I do care bout my studies, family and friends.

And most important thing is,

I do care bout MYSELF.

But truthly,

I am confuse bout myself.

I dunno why i always feel bad & angry.

I do have shoulders to cry on,

But I dont know what to cry of

End of the day, i just cried.

And i feel free.

No more cries.

wish me luck.

Im not sleeping yet

hey. usually i dah tido at this hour. since i have a test tomorrow. eh my bad, i mean this morning since skang suda lebey kul 12. and i have to do an assignment. due esok juge. so decided to posting kejap. huhuhu.


apa mau ckp ek? saya mau ckp SAYA SANGAT NERVOUS utk test esok. seriously i cant understand apa yang lecturer tu ajar for the past one month. so i decided to blaja sendiri through text book and via answers given by the lecturer. for now, maybe 50% ready la kot. after all questions i buat, bole la kot. jangan esok dia kuar lain macam suda la. mmg la baru 1st test tp saya mau deans list!!


btw, i would like to ask people yg reading my blog here, im 22 years old this year, bapekah limit umur seorang lelaki untuk ku buat jadi special one? any limit? or chenta tak kenal usia? muahaha. nanite yall.

No Bebel

Have u ever felt like u want to turn back time,

and try to fix it?

Without hurting people,

or hurting yourself.

And once u turn back,

There is nothing to change about.

My Friday

Hello

Pagi lagi dah bangun. eh not so pagi la. around 9am i woke up then pegi MATRADE for sending my bro's resume. kenapa tak pos je? SEBAB DUE DATE NYE DIS COMING MONDAY. hampeh nye kekanda. dia dah takde mase, haku juge dijadikan posmen. ni nak cite bout this MATRADE. my 1st time jugak la masuk this building. selama ni kalo takat bangunan kerajaan tepi2 tu pnah la p. masuk je tny guard kat ne nak anta this resume. dia ckp kat west wing so i took left then ade la parking spaces for visitors. i pun masuk la parking itu. sebelum enter this parking lot, kene bayar la of course. rm 3 per entry. dah park kete kire nye this west wing ni btol2 depan parking. jalan tak sampai pun 3 minit. tgk pada alamat depan envelope 17th floor. so i p la masuk bangunan tu. skali pak guard depan pintu masuk bangunan kata anta kat bilik kecik tepi pintu ni je. tapayah naik. letak atas kosi. pastu dah. soalannya disini, ADAKAH BERBALOI RM3 aku? hahahaha bukan kata nak berkire. i pegi tak sampai 3 minit. ingat kene naik ke ape ke. patot la byk je kete park tepi divider kejap then letak then blah. huhu klaka2.

pastu balik dari matrade mak ajak p giant hypermarket. hah macam2 la mak memborong. bese la mak mak ni musti la beli makanan2, anak dara dia nan sorang ni suke pegi lorong coklat, biskut, ngan mainan kanak2. nape? sbb teringin mau main dam ular. asal datang je giant rase mau beli. tp ade ke yg nak men lg? cukup la daku bawak uno card ke hulu ke hilir ekekek.

akhernye, ni la yg daku beli kat giant. hak hak ntah la nak buat ape pasnih ngan natang ni. tp kiut je. for rm3.99 hehehe

pastu balik giant, mak ajak p jusco plak. hah hape lagikkk. sesi mengepau telah tibe. sempat la daku mengepau bonda 2 pasang baju dan hajak mak makan mekdi ekekeke. idop ku indah arini. tp letih gak la sbb smalam tido kul 5am. tp oleh kerana dah dpt baju dan full tank petrol. hape lagi nak kan? muahahaha. kwn2 mari kite p poye2.

eh oopS! kalo nak poye2 pun lepas abes kelas ganti saya esok okek. i only available after 11am. esok no weekend for me because i have to wake up early. huwaaaaa.

lepas satu, satu lagi datang..

hello2. hi readers. finally dah pun weekend (my weekend starts on thursday nite sbb tade kelas for friday) A bit busy week for me i guess. last monday im not feeling well. then last wednesday i had a fever. short fever. maybe demam tak jadi hehe. i mean cume angin sepoi demam je lalu. maybe masa dah rase mcm nak demam tu i minum air masak banyak2. so skang hanyalah siyes selesema. hahah i took clarinase as usual. so flu nye agak heavy and i cant smell anything. hoho. guess kan, for the past 2 months, saya selalu sakit. what happen ek ngan my antibody? kene ujan sket, demam. kuar lewat malam sket, flu. minum ais lebey sket, batuk. gimanakah caranye utk mengembalikan antibody yg kuat? any suggestions?

what ive done in this week. did my research test. did my intro to business test, did my assignments yg due this week. and td supposely i abes kelas at 12.30pm, i tros stayback at library for extra tutor from leely. Damn weak in economics. siyesly, i really2 not into this subject since sekolah lagik. masa diploma pun cukup makan je. degree ni mana leh cukup makan! i nak dapat dean's list. sbb my mom dah janji nak belikan brand new watch. kenapa jam tangan? sbb im very fussy dlm memakai jam tangan. i pnah beli 4 utas jam je dlm masa dari skola menengah. kang tipu lak kalo kata dari zaman kanak2. zaman kanak2 op kos la pakai jam katun2 hehehe. anyway 3 jam yg sebelum ni sume dah tade. tinggal la sang jam nan satu nih. mak tanak belikan dah sbb previous watches either cicir, jatuh dan cicir lagik. hahaha. siyes mak marah tau. 4th jam ni pun mak beli masa i dah part 6 kat diploma. advance hadiah for grad. hahahahaha. nape kene tunggu dean's list baru nak dpt jam? sbb my mom dun simply gives apa saja saya mintak. sobs sobs. and baru la fun kan sbb take it as challenge.

so tadi blaja econs. i tatau single thing pun bout this subject tau. pity leely sbb kene ajar i basic2 things. ye la dulu i pun tak amik add math. ade yg ckp kalo pnah amik statistik, mesti bleh buat this econs. the problem is, i managed to get an A for my stats, tp econs ni mcm takleh je. NO! I CAN DO IT!

well remember tak my previous post? pasal im looking for a local company yg go for global? anne ada bagi suggestion kan? but unfortunately Petronas dah ade group yg pilih. lecturer tu asked us to choose Proton. ala boring nyerh! any other suggestions? since readers sini banyak yg dah keje, so pls pls do help me. Conditions nye musti la a local company and go for globalisation. doing international business. Maxis, MAS, Air Asia pun dah ade org amik. help me on this pls. thank you.

about my research proposal, direject dengan selambe nye oleh lecturer itu. the topic is fine. but he asked for a bit alteration kat our proposal b4 move on to next step. tu pun kene siapkan ASAP. nak tau tajuk? Islamic Banking among Non Muslims. hahaha skema? well i found it a bit interesting.

i should stop here. hope i have a relaxing weekend and good health. thanks for reading.

i had a..

i had a stomach ache since yesterday. siyes saket. dari ke ptg bawak ke pagi ni saket. memulas mulas. so i decided not to go to class today. aiyak saket woOoO.

so arini i went to the clinic. as usual, my favority Klinik Azian jumpe ngan Dr. Arniza. yey! saket la apa je, sume aku usulkan pada dia. (maap tade gambo mcm kak meghah) hahhahah puas la dia check sana sini, tekan2 perot, ketok2 perot. so dia bg la mcm2 pil, dan mcm2 vitamin. saket ape? hahaha pk sendiri la oi! bile smalam dah p kenduri kawen je. hehehe

anyway bukan tu nak citekan. sementara nengah nunggu turn jumpe doktor, aku terpandang la satu family. a young couple wit a daughter. i guess dlm 3-4 bulan kot anak dia nih. well mummy and daddy nye mude lagik. i guess gak akhir 20's. hala sangat la penyayang daddy nye. cuit2 anak, cium2 anak, gomol2 anak. ye la arini kan ari senin. musti keje, tp dia teman gak wife dia bawak anak jumpe doktor.

musti ada pk cmni 'ala mude lagi, bleh la. cube masok anak 3-4, hah siap la' tp at least nampak la si bapak nampak moden. dgn suar pendek, siper jepun je. mak nye suar kargo, siper, tshir and tudung. simple je nengok. anak dia mak aih domokkkkk!! hehehe.

bile nengok family ni kan, terpk plak pasal haku yg masih disini. 22 years old, tade bf, tade kenen2, tade seeing sumone pun. bosan gak gile sorang2 nih. bile kwn2 kebanyakan dah ade partner, tp kadang2 pk positip, sampai masa, ade la tu. cume belom jumpe je. tp kadang2 dah tak larat nak pk positip dah. sape kata blaja kat ipt senang dpt bopren? kenen2 kan ai pls. hehehe saya masih single and abailabel

Korang Caya Tak...

halo2. ni hao ma? wo hen hao. xiexie. ni qu nali? <--- awak apa kabar, saya sangat baik. terima kasih. awak dari mana?

anyway, korang caya tak warna bleh memberi kesan pada seseorang? well dulu aku bagai tak caya. bukan tak caya, cume kurang percaya sbb aku tade feveret kaler. tade specific kaler even blog nih kaler pink. setiap objek yg aku pilih slalunye bedasarkan bile mate aku pandang. bile bende tu lawa di kaler ijau, ijau la aku beli. bile ungu, ungu la aku beli.

tp ada la sorang wanita ni kan. sungguh la fanatik ngan merah. hah ape? ong? gamaknye le. dari ke baju, skirt, beg, kasut heels, kasut sukan, squash racket, accessories, senduk periuk, tupperware, dinding umah, baju anak2, baju laki, toys anak2 hah sume la merah. gile sporting laki nye dan anak anak nye. hehehe. fanatik mak nye kpd merah tak henti kat sini weh. ade la 2-3 gelaran org panggey. kire nama btol dah tenggelam sket la dek kerana nama glemer dia. ade yg panggey Kak Red, Red Mummy, kadang2 Red Diva. Diva ke? hah tgk la sendiri.

personally, aku sangatlah admire ngan her lifestyle. she is a very busy woman yet and very responsible wife and mummy. even i dont really know her closely, by reading her blog shows that she is enjoying her life. dikurniakan with a very sporting and hensem husband (kak red nye ayat) and two little kids, abang & gegirl. and u know sumthing bout her? dia sangat lah hyperactive. rajin bersokan nih akak meghah ni. dari ke squash, badminton, bola tampar sampai ke futsal dia blasah main. apa nak kire, she was a fear factor lady. korang tgk tak?

korang tak caya lagi? haish. believe it ok. i will show u betapa fanatiknye this petite lady wit red color.

MUST SEE THIS!

to kak red, may all ur dreams come true and may Allah bless u always =)

p/s arini tade pape posting pasal my life coz bg a special tribute for someone yg i admire =)

2nd posting

hey ya.

i just came home from a jalan jalan with my 2 friends. satu laki satu pompan. well actually tak rancang. tup2 men pegi je.

PETANG

pegi minum2 ngan kwn2 kat area umah. bese la, ujung minggu baru bleh jumpe sebab ade yg balik umah. ye la ade yang luar dari sngor tempat menimba ilmu nye. ade yg mmg dah lama tak jumpe even dekat je tempat blaja nye. so arini tibe2 sume pun free. yg dah lama tak jumpe pun ye, yg baru smalam jumpe ye, yg ari2 jumpe kat fakulti pun ye. hehe well sort of happy hour la to us. ade dkat 3 minggu sume tak kumpul same. ade je la yg nak diborakkan. so as usual lepak kat oldtown kopitiam. i had curry mee with ice milk tea. yummy! curry mee dia kalah la kat pasar2 malam tu. ekekeke other people pun makan juge. plus ade la sorang ni bwk kek coklat dari grand blue wave hotel. dpt la merasa sket. ye la se slice je kot ye pun. sorang dua tige cubit udah le. toksah lebey2.

ni sidah with alan. gamba nak kontrobersi je. tp bile tgk, sbenanye tak kena pun (takot awek si laki ni jeles hahahahah tp aku mmg saje post sini)

alan & adik (we call him adik ikot family dia. but i pun adik gak? but since dia lebey adik) ehehehe. lama gile tak jumpe ini 2 lelaki.

sarip,unoewho,nadia. well we luv taking pitcha together. for this pose je ade 5 kot? this is the best for 3 of us. ehehehe






Malam






went to the curve with 2 friends. sbb p the curve? sgt la teringin p makan cendol kat little penang kafe. sangat la sedap weh. oleh kerana masih kenyang makan curry mee, i order pietee, other friends, rice and rojak. puas je makan cendol nye. kire layaaannn ah.

my yummy cendol and pietee. yey! sedapppppp!

hah mase kuar dari the curve, sume pintu dah tutup tau except for satu pintu nih. so we have to jalan jauuuhhhh p parking. and ni la 1st time happen. kami betige tak ingat kat mana kete berada hahahaha. kami tau kat basement 1, tp tatau huruf ape. ye la bese kite kuar pintu yg kite masuk kan? ni tidak. melilau weh. tawaf satu parking kete basement 1. kurus sket! hahaha

then, kitorang p uptown damansara. to be honest i never been there. so alang alang dah p damansara, singgah la skali. nothing much to buy and nothing much interesting. tp jalan2, ok la. skada cuci2 mata, cuci2 tinge dgr org karaoke. klaka mmg klaka tp diorang berani ape nak nyanyi2 nih. aku? JGN LAH HARAP.

ok its time to sleep. babai. thanks for reading.

My Life is...

hello2

my life will be simple if i do my own business by myself, i dun disturb people, i manage to get good score for my studies, im in a good healh and NOBODY ANNOYED ME! siyesly. i hate when people keep pushing me. senang cite, bile aku tak kaco org, org jgn kaco aku. simple as that. i dun have to follow anybody's schedule coz i do have my own schedule. actually i dun wanna be a so called drama queen ke, perfectwoman ke, emotional woman ke, but hey, at least respect my own life. let me decide. so stop bugging me!

but, other's life might be simple, by depending on others. yo dude! get a life la. kalo sume org mau sediakan, suapkan, persembahkan depan mata, what kind of life u got here? u know what, maybe si org yg depend ko tak kata pape, so ko pun semakin suke nak depends on others arm. tp perlu ke sampai kene sound ke, kene marah ke? im not saying this like i tak depend on other people. but sometimes, some reason and some manner, u have to be independent. if not, u are sort of annoying to me. well if mcm ko tak paham blaja, so nak blaja sama, dats ok for me. or u're not sure which color of shoes u have to buy 1st. bleh la org tlg. kalo kadang2 tiny simple task pun org mau tlg dlm idop ko. ni serupe esok luse kalo kawen, aku kene duduk 1 umah gak ngan ko coz ko tatau nak kunci jam. so aku yg kene kejutkan ko laki bini.

however, i knew there are many people out there who reading dis are very independent person. u dun have to lean on anyone. yeah sometimes mmg kite perlukan a shoulder to cry on. but sometimes it is easier to settle it by own than by getting other people involved. because we learn through experience.

p/s bukak pose aritu mak masak tomyam! yey. bes nye dpt makan sedap2

Me & Myself

hello. Samat Petang sume. arini tade kelas. esok pun tade kelas. sbb sume lecturer yg ngajar p Port Dickson. ada seminar bla bla. wow! canggeh kan sampai p PD bagai. canggeh lagi utk kami. tayah p kelas. muahahaha.

well ive told before about my arguement with my own mom. how i never talked to anybody in the house and did i told u how LONELY i am? yes. i have to admit. when family is not around, u will lost. siyesly. u have to keep quiet in ur own house. u cant share tv moment wit mom. u cant rebut2 channel tv.tak makan semeja. so after 1 week i berpk and atas nasihat fren on mine. i decided to tegor my mom. ye la, lgpun dah lebey 3 hari. i tau jugak dosa ngan pahala ni. malam td la i tego dia with a question. "mak air nenas smalam dah abes?" ekekekekke intro weh. bukan senang ni. pastu tros la bercakap. and btw baru td dia ajak i p umah aunty. but lepas dia tau i pose tros kata tak jadi la. nnt nak masak lagi. hehehe i luv u mom!

oleh sebab kite tak bercakap ngan seluruh family, kite tatau apa jadi dgn dunia sekeliling except dunia kite je. malam td baru i tau, ayah jiran sebelah umah i dah pun ninggal dunia sabtu aritu. i wouldnt no if i tak tego my mom kan? no wonder no body at home. susah gak nak bayangkan dunia tanpa family nih. i lap them very much cume kdg2 ego ni membataskan diri. i should relax more and calm down a bit.

well arini saya pose. tak saba nak tunggu apa masakan mak ngan abah. yey! have a nice day. thanks for reading

p/s LESTAT!!! jawapan teka teki mmg nyaketkan ati

I Dont Love You

Well, when you go

Don't ever think

I'll make you try to stay

And maybe when you get back

I'll be off to find another way

And after all this time that you still owe

You're still the good-for-nothing I don't know

So take your gloves and get out

Better get out

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

I don't love you

Like I didYesterday

Sometimes I cry so hard from pleading

So sick and tired of all the needless beating

But baby when they knock you

Down and outIt's where you oughta stay

And after all the blood that you still owe

Another dollar's just another blow

So fix your eyes and get up

Better get up

While you can

When you go

Would you even turn to say

I don't love you

Like I didYesterday

Well come on, come on

When you go

Would you have the guts to say

I don't love you

Like I loved youYesterday

p/s no turning back since u walked away

Kenapa Saye Takde Kat Sports Planet Ampang....

punya la berhari hari aku merancang aktiviti malam ini dengan muncul di perlawanan futsal antara Red Diva ngan Burberry, saat akhir terpaksa ku cancel kan demi menyokong tempat asal usul ku. hahaha poyo je ayat nih.

sbenornye, malam ni i went to Stadium Shah Alam for Piala Sultan Selangor. got 4 free passes to watch the match. Veteran Selangor VS Veteran Singapore and Pilihan Selangor VS Pilihan Singapore. org yang dtg? tak la penuh mcm tgk final piala malaysia ke. tp half of the stadium penuh la sbb org tanak duduk tang corner stadium. ye la kang tak nampak ape!

hah nampak tak? penuh kan? org prefer duduk kat tangga2 je sbb nak centre view. maklumla bak kata abah dulu 'this is where u can see the movement clearly' hahahah. aku p ngan nolie, reena ngan adik nolie. memula tempat kami nih agak senyap je. sbb kaple la, family la. agak terhad la kalo nak jerit2 sbb kang makcik usha pelik je anak daras jejerit. skali dtg 4 jejaka duduk depan kami. perghh sronok abes la menjerit bersama sama.

ni nolie dlm jarak dekat, rena ngan adik nolie. hah kami mmg suke tgk bola. kire kalo apa apa match kaitan ngan selangor ni jarang la tak p. sronok je jejerit dan bersuka ria di stadium.

reason kenapa aku tempek muka pakcik ni? hah kalo nak tau, dia adalah bahan lawak abang2 duduk dekat2 ngan aku. bile selangor buat jaringan je, dia menari dangdut woOo! ade yg siap rakam lagik. tunggu la kot2 ade kat youtube. kayo pokcik ni lepah nih. ekekekek

keputusan bola? Veteran Singapore menang 1-0, Pilihan Singapore menang 3-1. pendek kata, our players musti la asah lagi bakat yang ada. pantaskan lagi larian anda, cergaskan badan anda. but personally, im proud kat all the veterans. very the semangat main weh even for only 30 minutes. today, here, u can watch santokh singh, dollah salleh, zainal abidin played. even cepat pancit, tp who cares? aku tak kesempatan tgk mase diorang cargas2 dulu2. so skang pun ok la kan? they play like they never played b4. even kalah, i still enjoy. bukan mcm Pilihan Selangor. MACAM LAHANAD! mude2, belia2, bole kalah ngan spore. bukan nye spore ni glemer sgt pun di persada bola sepak. skali kalah. lagi macam arem kan? but i do enjoy myself.

anyway result for futsal's match dah diketahui. Red Diva menang! yey! i knew it. 16-10 hahaha Burberry? bleh jadi blurberry la pasnih. hahahahahhahahaha. tahniah2. dgr cite lily score one out of 16 tu. yey! penyumbang la. ekeke sorry tak dpt dtg sbb mensapot ke dunia yang aku sayangi, bola sepak.

a tribute to them.

since few days gak aku tidak bercakap ngan ahli kuarge yang lain, aku jadi bosan. smalam aku tido around 3am. bese la, online, chat kat ym sket, tgk2 blog, surf pape yg patot, tido. bangun2 je dah kul 1pm hohoho. bukan senang weh dpt chance cmnih. slalu ade je yg nyebok ganggu pagi jumaat ku. kali ni btol2 pulun tido sampai lebam. tejage pun sbb ade kwn ajak poye2. haha nama dia nolie. i knew her since i keje part time kat pos malaysia pas spm dulu. around 2002 la kire nye. pastu diploma pun same tempat and satu kos. lagi la rapat kan? skang dia amik degree kat uitm shah alam gak tp dia amik account. so aku on je la ikot p poye2. dari tade pape kan sbb bukan nak wat pe pun kat umah. so i went there with nolie and satu lagi kwn dari diploma nama nye reena. i went out around 2pm then sampai la umah kul 11pm td. gedebak gedebuk kemas almari yg tak rupe lemari dah. skang baru ade chance online hehe

yg free hair ni la nolie, yg lg satu tu reena. mmg policy kami ape ape pun dahulukan makan since kami pun lom lunch. so pekena pizza hut. antara kami bertige si kecik nama nolie tu la paling kuat makan. hah nampak spaghetti tu? tu hanya mukadimah je. ade lagi pizza, large hut platter, ice cream hahahahah jgn memain. sume atas permintaan nolie.

pas dah puas makan. kenyang, org yg beratur nunggu to be seated dah jeling2, kami pun blah la dari sane. sesi jalan2 dimulakan dgn dari satu kedai ke satu kedai. akhirnye ade la beli baju 2 helai and brand new tabung. sbenanye tabung syiling dah penuh. beli yg baru lak ekekeke nama nak p masukkan dlm bank tu mcm setaun lagi lama nye. kalo la cash deposit tu leh terima syiling. senang idop aku. pastu beli container. bekas kecik2 utk letak brg2 kecik. mcm clipper, sepit kecik2, sume la. jgn bg ilang. hahaha bagus kan? ye la asyik ilang je. kalo tak hilang pun musti terabur. dgn bantuan si nolie yg sangat practical orgnye. dia sarankan beli container kecik2. so things wont berterabur.

dlm kul 9.00 kitorang kuar dari midbeli sbb esok nye mereka ade kelas. hak hak ade kelas ari sabtu. tak bes langsung. sebelum anta diorang, singgah la makan kat ntah ape nama restoran mamak area seksyen 24 shah alam. order la mee goreng. sampai2 rupe makanan tu tak rupe mee. bace kat bawah ek

aku : ni mee goreng ke maggi goreng?

mamak1 : mee goreng ke maggi goreng

aku tny mamak lain plak.

aku : ni mee goreng ke maggi goreng

mamak2 : ya.

lalu, kami sume gelak ketawa. mmg pecah perut dibuatnye. hapekah mereka ini? perlu ke aku blaja bahasa india? hindi? ekeke

last2 ni la sbenornye rupe mee goreng. confirm yg td tu salah. quite sedap gak la. ade la rase cukup bahan2. tp tak abes pun makan. penat dah kot. makan skada alas perut je.

sidah, nolie, reena. manusia yang selalu disamping aku. tak kire la sedey ke, gumbire ke. happy hour pun musti ajak diorang.

these women too. knew them since i was little. satu taman, satu sekola rendah, menengah, currently me, nadia, leely @ the same uitm in the same faculty except for this sarip with maroon baju kurung kat uitm melaka doing her degree.

the man with camera tu lobo namanye. kat ireland skang. omg i miss him. may god bless him always. gosh i miss this moment. happying and laughing.

they are crazy. yes the are

thats why i luv them sooOoOoOo much. berkawan tu adat la kadang2 terasa terguris but knowing them are my precious moment.

them too. a strenghts to believe, a shoulder to cry on.

and a journey to become more and more better.

i luv u guys. truthly.

11 Auguts, Sports Planet Ampang, 7.30pm onwards. Be there!

what a day!

today is stressing day. padahal every thursday i will nyanyi2 riang sebab tomorrow dah takde kelas, dun have to wake up early. tp arini maha ngantok dlm kelas economy. tahan je mata ni. kalo la ade batang mancis, nak je ditegakkan kat kelopak mate. but its ok la. mana pnah tak ngantok dlm kelas eco. heheh.

anyway pas abes kelas kul 12.30, straight p Pizza Hut @ Shah Alam City Centre (SACC) for lunch. nape disitu? sebab disitu ade wireless internet. i have to submit a proposal for my research methadology. damn btol. tetibe je dia suh anta by Friday. dah tentu2 esok takkan dtg lagi Uitm kan? so have to finish it la. dari kul 1 sampai la kul 6 baru siap. punye la bertapa kat pizza hut tu. order mmg la macam2 kan. kang tak order macam2 dia ingat nak saje tumpang je. well at least dah siap. ehehe one thing happen today.yesterday i went to secret recipe with my friend. makan itu ini then isi minyak kete quite banyak then arini yg tinggal dlm purse only few bucks tau. dah bayar makan pizza skali masa nak bayar parking kete, mak aih rm7! tak cukup duit beta dibuatnya. malu ai. ekeke terpaksa la pinjam kwn. kalo tak, tak kuar la kete nampaknye. tp rm7 tu takleh challenge la parking fee kat KLCC pnah ku cecahkan rm18 hahaha apa dibuat lama2 ntah.

anyway, i can relax a bit now. tak byk dah assignment yg due next week. but yet i have to finish it now sbb tade la kecoh next week. kan? see ya later dude.

BIG EVENT : Futsal Match

Red Diva VS Burberry

11 August, Saturday, 7.30pm onwards

Sports Plane Ampang.

Sabar nih

memula saket ati ngan abang. hah abang sendiri nim. NYAMPAH GILE. dgn mak abah asyik iyekan je apa dia ckp, dgn mak abah asyik backing dia je, ngan mak abah yg ikot je kehendak dia. aku jadi frust. obvious la sgt mak abah slalu menangkan abang. hape? mak ngan abah takot dia lari umah lagi ke? lom ade kes lagi anak dara dia nih larik umah lak. tp aku masih waras pk. aku nak mentedarah ape? nak duk mane? kire2 sabarkan je la. takpe2. bile aku abes je degree, nak sambong master kat obersi. lantak ah. US ke UK ke Australia ke Ireland ke. hah lantak! nekad nih. balik2 dia je btol. balik2 dia je menang. letey ah cmni. alasan mak abah 'sok luse mak abah tade, dia gak jaga adik' BLAH LAH! jage konon. sume aku yg jaga skang, dia nak jaga aku esok luse. aku frust sgt2 ngan mak abah. bia la dua tiga arini aku duk bilik je. pegi sekola, balik sekola, tros duduk bilik. bilik ni mcm2 makanan aku bawak masuk. ye la, lapa la katakan.

hah ni baru 1 cite. satu lagi kan aku baru la dpt tahu arini mase ngah duduk ngan satu hamba Allah nih. bukan aku tak sedar klik aku semester lepas sume mcm blah gitu je. mcm ade sumthing going on between us. cume aku tak dpt tangkap apa sebenarnye problem nye. aku ditinggalkan gitu je ngan sorang pompan lagik. arini teringan mulut aku nak nanya sorang hamba Allah ni nape jadi cmni. dia pasan tak jadi cmnih. sbb aku mmg tatau nape dan ape sbb diorang dingin. lalu hamba Allah ni kata, diorang mcm tak leh terima aku + pompan sorang ni bersama. sbb dah macam dominance. hahahahah klaka kan? mcm budak2 nye perangai. nama je sume dah tua. konon ckp org tu cm bebudak. dia lagikkkkk la bebudak. ala ala depa sume nak pulaukan aku ngan pompan ni la. aku tny lagi nape diorang nak pulaukan? hamba Allah ni ckp, aku ngan pompan ni tibe2 ngam dan diorang tak suke. yg peliknye, geng2 yg memulaukan aku nih dulu asal sume saling kutuk mengutuk. ate apsal aku lak kene skang? hahaha nampak sgt abes dah akal. aku hanyalah manusia yg low profile dikalangan manusia2 low profile. skali dikutuk dan dikata ari2. wah glemer ni! ekekeke aku tak marah. tp geram je rase dihati. amende la diorang ni. ingat masing umo dah 24 ke atas dah leh pk matang. nih mcm kanak2 ribena. sekor tu perasan cun, bajet dia je btol. penah gado dlm kelas sbb rebut meja ngan kakak senior hahahah klaka? yg sorang tu mmg la cun, tp mulut mmg ske jaja2 cite org. tak caya? haha seriyes weh. dia la paling maha hebat kalo ngata hal org. yg satu lagi ni mak turut. turutkan aje kehendak kawan sbb tu je la kawan gamaknye dari diploma dulu. tp takpe, im cool bebeh. aku takkan tny, aku takkan mintak maap. sbb seingat aku, aku TAK BUAT SALAH pun pada depa sume. depa bertige tu je pnah kutuk sesama sendiri hahaha. perlu ke aku bukak sume cite? kalo aku bukak, aku pun dah jadi cm diorang kan? so baik diam2 sudey. hehe kalo kat sini mmg ikot ske aku la kan. kalo la minah2 tu bace, mampos same diorang hohoho.

Futsal Match

Red Diva VS Burberry

11th August @ Sports Planet Ampang, 7.30pm onwards

precious moment

hoho arini saya tak p kelas.ingat nye arini bile leh mangon lambat. ehehe. oleh kerana kelas pagi batal. automatik kelas ptg juge ku batalkan sendiri. slamber ah. tak kose nak p kelas kalo ptg je. baik tido lagi bes. hah smalam pose tau. ala pose ganti la hape lagik. lunch tu jalan2 kat fakulti, ade plak program majalah cosmopolitan dtg uitm. dgn membeli majalah tu leh la dpt goodies ngan check itu ini kat muka. hade la jurucakap si cap clarins dtg. intan ladyana. kenal? ala yg belakon dlm jangan pandang bakang tu. mcm mana dia? ok la bole tahan. tak la tinggi menggalah. kecik je orgnye. putih sememangla putih. hade gamba dia tp malas lak mau upload.

pasni ingat mau p service kete. lama dah ku tangguhkan p sana. musti p la cmni. kalo tak, dah tade mase nak p. bese la ai kan busy woman. tido lagik, berjalan sakan lagik. makan lagik, p kelas lagik. len kali ai update lagik okek. babai

From Klang - KL - Penang - Itali - France

hari dimulakan ngan attend leely nye kakak's wedding. i went there with my family coz i think i should come coz she is my childhood fren and plus she is my neighbour. no excuses for that matter. for that reason jugak sesi mandi manda di Ulu Yam perlu ku lepaskan begitu saja. quite ramai gilos yg dtg nih. poluh2 la eden ni hah nak makan makanan kenduri hohoho. yg penting ade air sirap. nyaman je tekak ni rase. tema diorang gold & maroon. so mmg awal2 dah plan takkan ku sarungkan ape ape yg kaitan dgn kaler itu. sempat gak la aku nengok depa bersanding siap. bese la ai kan ske tgk majlis2 cmnih. bukan ape, time ni la nak tgk adat2 kite nih. kalo tak bwk anak2, adik2 dari kecik, diorang takkan tahu punye la.

sewaktu melangkah keluar mendapatkan sang suami. sang?

the couple (pasan tak pompan senyum lebey pegang payung? tu la leely hahaha)

hah balik je dari umah org kawen, siap2 lak. plan mengejut nih. ade sorang kwn yg ku panggey as nolie ajak p pc fair kat kl convention centre. hah ulam dicita ah nih. ye la mmg angan2 nak p sana nak berjalan meramaikan lagi org disana. cume tatau bile dan ngan sape sbb bese la ajak ajak ayam tu ramai je. tp yg confirm blom tentu. so bile si nolie dah ajak, hape lagi, start engine, fasten seatbelt, tros p ngan dia. ( eh tuka la dulu bj kurung ) org kata mak datok punye la ramai. nak jalan tu ala ala gajah disumbatkan dlm tin sardin. ramai gilos weh. lebey ramai dari taun lepas nye. jalan musti pegang tangan. kang ilang kang ade yg amik kwn kat kaunter pertanyaan. niat p pcfair nak carik pendrive, jalan2 dan jalan2 pahadal harga sume sama je. beli la pendrive 1gb. nape 1 gb? sbb dulu nye 512mb je ekekeke. canggeh kan? ala nak beli lg besa nak wat pe? bukan aku dak art ke, archie ke nak yg besau2. toksah2. i bought 1gb pendrive cap kingston at rm43. adakah worth? saya bukan org yg celik it okek. saya tatau adekah saya untung atau rugi beli dgn harge tu.

hah baru load nih gamba ni. hahahahah ai ade pendrive lagik! yey. reason beli satu lg sbb tade la sebok susah nak copy keje ke bg ilmu ke kat kwn2 len. ni kalo 1 je pendrive bile kwn tu pinjam tak pulang2 kan susah. so belila., sponsor ehsan dari mak yg tercinta. hahaha

pas kuar dari pcfair tu kitorang p makan kat little penang cafe. saje bwk nolie pegi sbb dia tak pnah p. maklumlah time2 ni fast food sume penuh. sume kene waiting list. tu yang p makan kat little penang. pekena nasi lemak penang, ice lemon tea and cendol sbg pencuci mulut. perghhh tangkap leleh woi. sedaaapp!!!

pastu jalan lagi pusing 1 klcc. bukan beli ape sgt. ade la sket2 tp skada jalan2 tanpa hala tuju ekekeke. pas penat jalan2, nampak plak lecka-lecka. benti jap pekena ice cream. hoho sedaaapp! nolie pun 1st time rase lecka-lecka nampak gumbire dpt makan ice cream yang berbaloi harganye. double scoop for rm7.90 berbaloi bile rase nye sgt la yummy! baru la gak kami tahu lecka-lecka ni asal dari itali. tayah jauh2 merantau. sini dah ade.

pas makan ice cream, jalan2 lagi sambil nak p delifrance belikan mak yg tinggal dirumah roti. my mom a bit particular in purchasing of bread. dia ske butter and sugar bread. takpun blueberry muffin. dah beli roti utk mak tros pulang ke rumah. anta nolie and balik umah. skang ni rase penat. tanak wat keje skola. esok je la ai buat okek. babai.

Futsal Match

Red Diva vs Burberry, 11 August @ Sports Planet Ampang around 7.3opm. pakai baju merah pls

I'm Exhausted

hye. hey readers. (mcm ramai je) hari ni buleh dikatakan penat gak la hari hari minggu ku. last night i slept around 5am and woke up at 10.30am. tros basuh baju yang menimbun, bfast, sidai kain then pegi umah Leely. tolong pape yang patot la katakan. sampai2 je kene masukkan telur rebus utk wat bunga pahar<-- btol ke spelling nih?. kat bunga tu kan ade net utk masukkan telor kan? skali net tu kecik skit dari telor yang direbus, so kene ade aktiviti menjahit net tu bagi tak jatoh. waaaa baru la aku tau cmne nak menjahit arinih. pergh bes gak menjahit tu ek. memula hampir give up gak, rase nak lempar je benang ngan jarum tu. tp lelama enjoy je menjahit. then tlg la basuh pinggan, kuali bagai kat blakang umah. malam plak datang lg pas isyak, kakak leely nikah pas isyak. gedebak gedebuk kul 11pm balik dari umah leely. nih la yg aku dpt.

sebahagian hantaran dari pihak lelaki

sebahagian hantaran dari pihak perempuan

simple and nice

gamba pengantin pompuan (gamba laki tade lak)

yang ni masih lagi dalam topic bile kite wat kenduri. catering is the best solution kalo kite tanak susah payah wat keje on this big day. even mak ayah, adik badik, saudara mara dekat dan jauh takyah susah2 nak menggembling tenaga kan? tp bile dah terlampau byk kali kenduri org gune catering, dah tade suasana rewang2, malam kawen tu sume komunity tempat tu berkumpul saling tolong menolong. tp budaya catering ni sedikit sebanyak terjadi bile, TADE SAPE NAK TLG WAT KEJE KAN? kalo takat dtg, bwk perut nak makan minum, komen itu ini, gepes (usik) itu ini dan kritik itu ini atau pun duk sibuk wat mende len, bersyarat plak tu kalo nak dtg. buat ape dtg? konon skadar memeriahkan suasana? siyes weh. di mana2 tempat pun terjadi.budaya rewang ni dah makin lama makin hilang lak dimata dan sanubari. fuh! ayat tak hengat aku nih.

berbalik pada kenduri yg aku attend malam td nih, pas je balik kenduri around 11pm, p anta kwn sidah. nama dia Azhan. nama manja Kecik. huhu anta balik uitm puncak perdana. sampai je dah kul 12 lebey. nampak la dia panjat pagar. muahaha naseb la ko kecik kan? kalo aku yang cobe masuk pagar bocor tu, tatau la nak kata ape. mahu kene sorak dek org lain! haha

Futsal Match

Red Diva VS Burberry @ SportsPlanet Ampang on 11th Aug/7.30pm.

BE THERE AND SUPPORT RED DIVA TEAM!

Friday is coming again

yey dah Jumaat. tade kelas as usual. but this morning i have to go to Leely's house. last touch preparation for her sister's wedding. ala buat2 bz la maknanye. org kawen, ai pun mau nyebok skali. nothing much to say but as far im concern, i luv blogging here to express what i feel and what i think. plus, i ade dapat few new friends here. tade la mcm Akak Red tu, ramai benor dah kawan dia. tp life mesti lebey menarik bile kite kenal ramaiiii kawan kan? i can eager my feeling here. tade sape mau marah sbb aku punye blog! ekekeke. ko ado? (tiru kak red nih)

well assignment makin la berlambak. otak makin la slow. tangan makin la malas mau wat homework. minda makin la malas mau berpk secara lebey kreatif dan kritis. ade sape2 leh wat kan assignment ku?

1. 2nd assignment for managerial economy. dy/dx= o <--- wth? hahahah.
2. looking for one cool and interesting topic to be my research's proposal.
3. corporate finance's assignment about cost of capital <-- ni agak kacang.
4. list of islamic banking instruments.
5. spelling test for my 2nd level mandarin. trust me i cant spell in correct tanda 'kolkolah'.
6. 15 references for my topic chosen for proposal mentioned in no 2.
7. 2 articles pertaining to International Business with summary
8. choose one company in malaysia that go global, discuss why, how, what, who, profits.

p/s ade ke sape2 leh tlg mau bg idea or opinion? kot la ade yg keje bank ke, keje company yg go for global market ke, topic utk wat research ke. jgn malu2, jgn segan2 bantu adinda ini. macih!

Futsal Match, it will be exciting!

Red Diva VS Burberry, 11th August, 7.30pm, Sports Planet Ampang. Jom support red diva's team by wearing red attire. yey!

Little Patience

i LOVE my life. i LOVE my family. i LOVE my friends. i LOVE what is mine. Diri ini dipersembahkan khas buat mereka. Selagi hati ni masih sabar, selagi hati ni masih ada rasa sayang, mereka lah segalanya buat aku. Biarlah aku yang beralah. Kawan-kawan yang paling aku sayangi, aku akan sentiasa disamping kamu semua walaupun kadang-kadang aku macam dipergunakan. Mak, Abah, Selamat Ulang Tahun Perkahwinan yang ke 25. Moga dipanjang jodoh sampai ke akhir hayat. Amin.